What is the emotion?

What is certain urge to like or love?

The feeling to just want to make run

up and down stairs and do backflips

I'm having a hard time

If you been the same situations

I have been you would know

What is wrong with you?

Or is it right 

Maybe I should do some 

back tracking in my sight

I'm happy all the time

Sweat palms

I don't know what to say

I tremble and crumble

Make a smiley, say hi

But why??

Maybe I am over analyzing it

But you make me happy

Sadly is this a good thing too

Do you feel the same way I do?

Or maybe I shouldn't rune a good thing

Worn out, get out of touch with a friend

It is masculine not feminine

I know that's hard to understand

I'm not lesbian, I like dudes

And yes you may see me play with them

But the girls are just a friend in the saying

It is like a private investigation

Sadness arose today maybe I blew it

but not know it just to say

I'm thinking of you still either way

I can't say that maybe it best

But I don't know

I don't want to be a pest today

So I can say is each time

I see you and the back of my mine

I think "What is the emotion" 

Thank goodness I hide my feelings well

But maybe I should tell him

or sit in a corner dwell about it a little

and finally grow a pair to say " Hey, I like you"

Yep, I figured out my happiness, I like someone

Would I be willing to end a perfect friendship 

or not?

That depends on my emotional state

Oh well secret lover or crush your going to have to wait