The middle man

I am the area,
no one looks at's or notice.
Its always a black or white situation.
Never me,
I wonder why this world,
cannot simply come to common ground.
I defy all gravity,
with logic and perspectives put aside.
Choice, I, for it is I,
Who is the greater decision.
Remember the forgotten one.
The lost one, that can solve all problems,
to this solution.
You identify, everything else, but I.
You turn your back on the sight of I.
For it is I, who will never turn its back on you.

:)

What it means to be a friend?
What it means to love?
What it mean to be different?
What it means to write?
You write for freedom of expression.
You write to be unique,
for no style is better,
to what it seems.
Love others as best as you can.
For you never know the day.
It can be completely nothing.
Without, it we have little.
We deal.
We were home.
We never left the day alone.
Friend, friend, friend...
You are it...

Heart Felt: Sugar

Heart Felt: Sugar: You are my high and low. From something innocent, which is a feeling I don't know. It makes me happy, full of joy. Like a little child ...

Sugar

You are my high and low.
From something innocent,
which is a feeling I don't know.
It makes me happy,
full of joy.
Like a little child playing with a toy.
Like a mother having a baby.
Like a father holding his son.
You get this feeling,
from a few to one.
It is your everything in your life.
That is an upbringing note.
Like a singer reaching their stardom.
Like a boxing winning his match.
Like the days that seems to come,
but there is no turing back.
Sweetness, that enters through and through.
Just so you know I love you.

Auditions

Standing in front of a crowd,
Waiting, Anticipating, Thinking,
This is last time,
A choice to be here,
No turning back now,
You need them to hear,
This beautiful sound,
It comes out and its true,
Its apart of your soul,
Let it out,
Leave them cheering for more,
Show your nerves whose boss,
Punch it,
Let them have it,
Just don't give up on your dreams.

If I told you

I have these feelings,
unexplained to not even myself,
you are my bubble of safety,
when I get nervous,
I think of how lucky I am,
to have an opportunity,
to woe you or fall in love.
You are my soul - mate,
another side that understands,
things that I can't,
if losing you means dying,
I would die.
Dramatic, but I will never find another,
as I found you.
As if you were waiting,
Only for me.

Heart Felt: Dreaming

Heart Felt: Dreaming: I have never knew, You would be the one, Standing in front, And I would fall behind. You leave this relationship, With an open scar, T...

Dreaming

I have never knew,
You'd would be the one,
Who Stood in the front line,
As I fell behind.
You left this relationship,
With an open scar,
That hasn't been closed,
As you purposely,
Find your way,
Back into my life.
Further, the continuous cycle of sufferings.
You learn not to care,
Your mine forever,
My best friend,
Who I truly love,
No matter the cost.
Forever more.
Yours.

Songs

You play constantly,
I have no clue, why,
I refuse to love you,
yet your stuck there,
in my brain in a untouched place,
it surprises me,
with every word I remember,
yet your not my taste,
I dislike this,
because its like a bug bite,
gone bad.
Hopefully, I can get you out of my head,

Blasting

Let me put you on blast,
truth seeks itself, son,
Don't be ignorant,
to whats become.
Blasting and boasting,
on a whole nother lever,
never giving you the benefits,
in which I have doubted,
because I became the enemy, of you.
Left with nothing,
left behind was an empty trail,
"Couldn't see that one from a mill away,
or what I did".
Point blink its worthless,
because non the less,
it has always seem to be,
my responsibility,
that has nothing to do with me.

Heart Felt: Cross cultures

Heart Felt: Cross cultures: I want to reach out to more international students, I am as interested in your culture, your language, your learning, your diets, your ...

Cross

I want to reach out.

To speak about it.

Using play on words.

To touch your differences,

as my differences are the same.

Your here standing,

waiting for an answer.

That cannot be described,

not in words but in actions,

that would leave you speechless.

I want something fresh,

I want something new.

Give me something to look forward too.

I'm ready.

I hope you are as well.

Heart Felt: Shadow

Heart Felt: Shadow: Living in the back alley door, wish can be never more, but you can be sure, of where you are, living in the place of another, wishing y...

Shadow

Living in the back alley door,
wish can be never more,
but you can be sure,
of where you are,
living in the place of another,
wishing you had your sister or brother,
you can't even call for your mother,
on the way home,
no one is there for you,
not one,
not two,
having artificial friends,
no one to have your back in the end,
thinking to start over again,
some things never change,
not even yourself,
then who are you,
just your imagination.

Heart Felt: Dream

Heart Felt: Dream: Found in a dream, non the less, it must be true, about the characters,  that are vivid and real, actual people you know, you know...

Dream

Found in a dream,

non the less,

it must be true,

about the characters, 

that are vivid and real,

actual people you know,

you know where they are headed,

you know where they are going,

but you can't stop them.

Your in the background,

screaming, yelling (loud),

its over now.

Heart Felt: You make me wonder

Heart Felt: You make me wonder: You make me wonder, Why I wake up angry, I search for things that aren't there, "I feel unloved, unappreciated and no one understands", ...

Heart Felt: ...

Heart Felt: ...: Words can not describe, the smile, put upon this frown, that you turn upside down.

...

Words can not describe,
the smile,
put upon this frown,
that you turn upside down.

You make me wonder

Why am I angry,
Why do I search search for things that aren't there,
"Unloved by unappreciated beings who don't understand",
Because the vicious cycle continued.

You mad bro

Mhhmm, Ain't life funny when you trust someone,
I put my trust in ,
to realize your fake,
not a diamond dozen,
Yet, the circumstances change,
I'm down for it but not the way its turning out,
And you ask me " You mad bro"
Nothing could be worse,
when your bro asks that question,
where you like truly defining,
the underlying line,
that you were being a complete douche,
I see I might be mad,
But for the right reasons,
Friendships are seasonal,
I guess your that season,
But most of all its hurts that I trust,
And you do this to me,
Just because you stopped,
being the target a long time ago,
So if you ask me that again,
I say "yes",
But its to digress for the fact that you were,
the one that changed.

Blazing

Blazing.
As the angry in my very core arises.
There's no hope for confirmation.
Because the feelings inside has been confirmed.
I can feel my heart, becoming cold as I give you the stare down.
It's an evil intent, the feeling of ripping you apart lib from lib.
The crazy, freeing side of sanity that turns insane.
It's like your body temperature is on fire.
It's like you can hope no one is around.
Because emotions get the best of your thoughts.
It leaves you running into the dark.