I remember you fear

I remember you fear.
It whines and binds,
all the hopes and dreams I once had.
You kept me skeptical, difficult, unloving.
Yet, I stand here to say no more of your lying.
I remember you fear.
You were the reason I hated so hard.
And loved little.
Yet, my heart was breaking each time.
My guard grew stronger.
Yet, I grew weaker.
I remember you fear.
How the days seemed like seconds as time passed me by.
I lost friendships and felt died inside.
Yet, being that shell no one knew.
This girl needed to be a woman.
My heart grows stronger, now each day.
As my fear has gone away.
For I have been there before.
Friends and family keep each one accountable.
For our actions can be an ending to the beginning.
Leave no one unmarked.
Leave no one behind.
So you can help someone's darkness, turn to the light.