You Remind Me

You remind me of a person,
I once knew,
drunken with power,
yet always drunk,
it's like the inner self cursed,
to be someone they claim,
not to show everyone or anyone,
look at me as this work in progress,
will truly show you how its done,
I am a screw up,
the friendships,
loved ones,
being crazy got me killed,
but to live once again,
my life should be restored,
or even renewed.

If You Loved Me

If you loved me,
you know me like the back of your hand.
Instead of judging the situation,
take a breather with me.
Understand why I am excited,
Why I get hype and cray.
Because there always something to do each day.
The world is gloomy enough,
with all the corruption,
the slander,

and non trust bonds
we can have with others.
How can we fix the problem?
We give each one and open hand.
Why do we need to be the enemy??
Of people that you clearly see.
I want to be about love,
not of war.
Honesty not telling lies.
I want to look at you,
as you are bro.
So don't turn away.
But give in to who you are
and what you know.

Lack

I can't write anymore.
No inspirations left.
We grow.
When we are young.
My art has died,
I progress, to degrees in trying.
But slowly dying, for a thirst of knowledge.

I Run

I run, far away from you.

The soon to be overdone lovers.

My heart realizes a heart break is worth taking.

Leaving you think of a time when you were single.

Not sure you can trust the game of love.
You remind yourself of what you truly want in life.

Love is a precious.
Something, you were never apart of.

It is sweet, tender, willing to learn.

The love you share in friendship,
Should be something you seek.

Yet, you are to consumed by roles is confuses you. 

You lose desire in what you wanted.

I know that you love me and we are here together.

But, you know what they love doesn't last forever.

MHmm

I am foolish.
Acting on jealously.
Greed and pride.
Will lead me to destruction
But the inspiration of God.
Is something I am loving.
With encouragement, you want more.
From what's to come,
Because your faith can bring you through.
At any point in our life. 
I am not saying to believe.
I am not saying to not believe, either.
Belief are based on the perspective of where faith is leading you to be.
I hope it doesn't bother, you I share my life story.
Because faith has showed the many gifts that I seek.
I seek for I found, what was lost, and here to say.

Just for You :)

When I see your face it brings encouragement.

You help me to believe, that I can do it.

You help me bring others along.

Your aspiring words kept me, head strong.

And it show how much I love you.

I believe that if you keep trying.

You can believe the words I repeat to you.

They are yours.

I will never take it.

Only god knows where we stand.

I love you so much.

I want you to do better.

I know you can.

If this doesn't with still can't be friends.

You are strong and smart.

You don't need words to encourage you.

If you believe, no one else to cover you.

Those are my spoken words to you.

Give yourself time to think.

I just know your going to make it.

I Remember

Your eyes shine like the sun.

Your lips curl leave me to kiss them.

I wonder what you are waiting for.

You never say whom or what.

But I know where.

The time and place to be.

I remember long ago.

Those beautiful times we spent.

Together, alone.

I remember those days.

You made me run away.

You made me nervous.

You made me feel emotions.

I didn't even know existed.

All I could do is run.

You caught me with that stare.

Those equation, you know.

My tutor, soon to be lover and friend.

I then looked past you as you taught me,

to become better.

I remember.

I was blushing scared out my mine.

You were in my dreams soon to be my husband.

I ran so long, I forgot myself.

I never knew what love was about until I saw you.

My one and only love.

We will be together forever.