Words

Haven't found the words to say what I was really thinking.
The things, I think of would leave you weighing.
By the amount of time we have left to see.
To see, wither or not I am in your well - being.
Never felt like I was that important in your eyes.
Never saw you as an equal.
Never even thought you loved me,
Because you do the opposite,
Or you need something from me.
Never felt nothing but stings of emptiness.
I feel completely empty when your around.
Only, to be able to see nothing is here.